I have realised how beautiful LOVE is. For the past years I have been receiving love from many people and I am glad that it happened. Yesterday, meeting up with my Chickstas really made my day. I have to admit that we do have issues at times but they are the ones I go back to at the end of the day and still loving them. Having a great group of supporters is really awesome. They are there when no one else wants to and they give you the best head shot to wake you from your delirious thoughts towards doomsdom. Whats left in human if there is no love at all? I am afraid to even think about it. I am so blessed with the amount of love I get, I couldn’t complain. I am happy and grateful for the caring people in my life.
I pretty much suffer from hyperactivity which leads to distraction.
I get drifted easily and I am aware.
Back to this topic, LOVE as a friend of mine said with respect to the boy/girl relationship, is both beautiful and disastrous. Recently, I have friends that had issues with it. Most of them suffered from bad relationships and traumatic ones. They seem to be negative about it after the bad ones, the aftermath. Some of them is traveling on the fast lane which scares me. I this thing when it comes speeding, it makes everything blurry and dangerous that all together goes freaky. While on the other hand my other friend is taking time thinking if its worthiness to keep a relationship that went sour but reconciled. Me, on the other hand is enjoying the view and savouring the beautiful scenes, leaving things to fall into its own pits. I have told my friends to shift their gears down and enjoy the beauty while they can. At this stage, getting the plans straightened and on par can be quite a hassle as we are parting towards our own paths and not everyone is ready to commit themselves towards a shared path. There are some that is and have done exactly that, I have to say that I am skeptical about it however, they gain my respect for such courage. I really hope that you’ve made the right choice and that you won’t give up on it easily. I admit that I love being an individual and different from others but not on this. I am not ready to commit because I still have things to follow up.
My other friend is there worrying about her appearance acting as an obstacle towards relationship and a family of her own. I understand how she feels as the media is flashy with skinny, perfect skin, straight hair girls. Well she might not have all of those physically yet she is one of the most beautiful people I’ve ever met. Will love surpass the media? It is really hard to answer that. I hope it does because down here on Earth we are all human, with same differences and similarity. If the boys can’t see how beautiful a person she is I hope that men will. It is easy to get pretty people around cause they are all over the street with the genius invention of designer clothes and make ups but a beautiful person is invented with a heart of gold and a beautiful soul, all with the grace of God. It is a pity if no one can appreciate that. So dear friend, if the boys and men can’t see that, they are too blind to be worthy. I love you and the rest of us too.
To all my beautiful friends, thanks for the love you shared and still sharing with me.
“Beauty shines from inside through investment of goodness, pretty flashes through make up invested with a lot of money.”
P/S :
It was really good to get a caring call on New Year’s Eve. Thanks for calling it really meant a lot and I am glad that you didn’t give up calling despite the amount of times you couldn’t get through.
welcome back
fast lane eh? sometimes thats just what people need to, erm, heal?
sewjin: THANK YOU! Blogging is so addictive.
Ken : Well if they manage to heal then its really ok, but if things don’t go that way? They will be hurt even more.