Calls of Nature

The trees rustling, rain spattering, still air…

What makes the most out of those above?

My answer: A beautiful life

Your answer: (Please Fill in the Blanks)

Those are the things that I am enjoying. After a long (and at times still a) battle with myself, I find myself closer to God as I’ve mentioned in my other posts. This made me closer to nature as well. I think nature is everyone’s calling, it’s just the matter of whether one actually take a moment in his/her daily life and acknowledge the calling or otherwise.

Each day and whenever I am aware, I take my time to listen to the calling. It feels good. I know I am living like an 80 nearing to grave when I am so far from that minus near to grave. Its not that I’ve caught some complex multiple stage illness, its just that we don’t know when will the last grain of sand drops from our hourglass. On days when I am really down, I look up at the sky and listen to my surrounding. That made me feel glad and thankful for what life has given to me.

When people say “live as if you’ll die tomorrow”, it basically means live a quality life based on your own perception. To me ‘life’ is when you get to be who you really are and enjoying it. Furthermore, if we don’t see the beauty in life what’s the point to live? By beauty I don’t mean all things nice and posh but it is to live on a luxurious emotion.

Emotion separates us from objects. A rule all of us know. What do I mean by luxurious emotion? It means to feel everything deeply. Just as you’re happy and even when you’re sad. It makes life beautiful when we feel even if it is the deepest despair. Though the “negative” feeling is not favorable, it makes us human.

It is better to feel pain and despair than not feeling anything at all. Feelings and emotions are beautiful.

On that, I admit that I am an emotionally luxurious person.